March 27, 2007
I totally think na hindi dapat magpakaobvious ang isang fem kung mahal mo na ang butch na tinuturing kang isang friend. i mean, andyan na ung magiging demanding ka and youll never feel na nakakasakal na minsan ung pagiging "friend" mo sa kanya. Whether you like it or not, there is a possibility na mawala na ung so called friendship nyo. Hello?! I mean, if you are friend i dont think na you should even demand on personal stuff. it is her dicretion kung ano ang gagawin nya or magiging decision nya isang bagay. you have no right to tell her what to do and what to say, you are just a friend. at the end of the day, your opinion would not matter at all. hindi lang ikaw ang kinakausap nya, and meron pa ring ibang tao na mas close sa kanya. so let it go. I as an example would never ever befriend someone who is manipulating me in a way. yes, i have a lot of friends and there is nothing wrong with it. pero syempre they have limitations. they know what their limitations are. sometimes nga my friends dont really talk or react that much when it comes to personal stuff kase they know me. i would not take their advice or even listen to them if their advice is crappy. and i do not fall in love with my friends. that is THE RULE of friendship for me. unless mutual di ba. pero if not baket mo kailangan sabihin or mahalin ng todo ang isang tao? nagpapakatanga ka ba? or desperado ka lang? for sure alam mo ang mga tipo nyang girls. and you would know naman if you will pass her standards. so beat it. scram. just keep your feelings na lang., it will do you no good. and it would not matter naman eh, But if the person likes you as well, then good. pero do not.. hear me out DO NOT assume na she likes you as someone that can get her out of her miserable lovelife. who knows pero if that person treats you like a normal human being. then that is it. nothing will go beyond that. no malice dude. and dont ever think about putting malice all over your friendship. that is one of my pet peeves. i hate — loathe people na super assuming. some people even try to deny na ganon na sila sa "so called" friend nila. I mean, come on! if you tell other people about stuff na hindi naman dapat ishare and you think of weird things about your conversation dont you think it's obvious na may feelings ka for the dyke? why do have to hide it? ye. be proud but please don't brag too much. flaunting something that you don't have is soooo whatever. taking you back to my past. I was one those freaks na super magisip sa ibang tao. I don't know. there is nothing wrong with me, pero i just fell right off. and right off the bat din narerealize ko na it's useless. kahet na anong gawin ko, if we are just friends. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. I dont have anything against you guys. it is ok to love, and pain is normal. it is something that you hold on to. laughter and pain completes your whole being. be doubtful of your spiritual weakness if you do not feel any pain. for you cannot truly love a person if you did not feel any pain before. no sense? think again. pain makes you stronger, wiser, bolder. and when pain subsides love will fill your heart and mind. and when that time comes there is no turning back for you. no u-turn slot sweetie.
